Monastery of the Seven Forms, Lamashan 21, 4592 AR (part I) (one year and one month later)


“It’s an angel! Come everyone!”

With his hands still inside the basin where he was washing everybody’s clothes, Ayalal straightened his neck and glanced at Myria. She was a 4-years-old girl who rarely stood still, fueled by an energy that no one knew quite where it came from. This time she was panting, as if she had run from one end of town to the other.

“An angel?” One of the orphans, with whom Ay shared the task, raised an eyebrow. “Don’t make things up...”

“It’s true!” The little girl’s eyes sparkled with pure enthusiasm. “She's in the Headmistress' office. I watched them walk by”.

The other boy scratched his head with a wet hand.

“I'll go check it out. If it's a lie... you eat less bread at dinner,” he said, with the satisfied smile of someone who knows he’s right.

“But it's not a lie,” the little girl sniffed, she then looked at Ay. “You should come too!”

He hesitated, his lips parted. Although he was a bit curious about what Myria had said, he still preferred to finish his task first.

“You can go. I'll be there later.”

She did not insist, and without further delay she started to run down the hall. The other orphan followed her, not running but still unable to hide his curiosity in the hurried pace of his footsteps. Ay looked out the window, thoughtfully. He had never really believed that the angels existed, or perhaps he believed they existed, but that they were not as nice as people wanted them to be. He shrugged and wiped the clothes more vigorously in the water that had been heated in the fireplace.

Minutes passed without any of the children returning. At last, one of the older girls who looked after them stopped at the door and asked him to follow her to the Headmistress' office. A strange apprehension sprouted in his chest as he linked the arrival of the supposed angel with the need of his presence. Had he done something wrong? Had an angel come from heaven to punish him? Would it be better to run away? Maybe Master Yudarh could help him, after all, he was kind of a good demon... Ay took a deep breath and shook his head. He wiped his hands on his patched trousers and followed the older girl without a word.

As he approached the office, he found the remaining orphans lined up in front of the door, the nearest of them trying to peek through a gap as they whispered between them. Ayalal leaned against the wall next to a girl a little taller than him and he waited in silence.

At last the door opened, and Headmistress Drane stepped out, casting a severe glance over on everyone before giving way to the person with whom she had been talking.

Ay blinked, almost dazed. She was the most beautiful lady he had ever seen. The wavy hair, which fell to her waist, resembled a river of gold, and her pale face had a strange perfection that he did not understand. However, there was something even more surprising about her, the thing that made Myria run rampant to them – two wings with feathers of a pure white that spread from her back.

The angel glanced at them with eyes that reminded Ay of the sky above the mountains, and she smiled.

Monastery of the Seven Forms, Rova 14, 4591 AR (part II)


The altar candles diminished in size over time. When the little one looked calmer, Lysa took a stiff piece of bread from her pocket.

“That's what I got,” she murmured, holding it in front of Ayalal's face. “But it will help a little during the night, I hope.”

He took the bread with both hands, after a thank-you, and nibbled on the crust. He was silent, staring at the food as he chewed.

“Lysa, are you leaving too?” He asked, not looking at her.

She blinked at the unexpected question.

“Leaving? No…”

“Even if you get married?”

“Marry? Me?” She chuckled, but then she shook her head in denial. “No one would want to marry me. I'm not really pretty or interesting.” She put a hand to her face, touching the scar that the burn had left. “Not at all.”

“I would marry you,” Ay said, looking up at her, very serious, and even slightly offended by her lack of self-confidence. “If I were grown up. You're my friend, and I like you. And you're beautiful, yes! I'm sure Master Yu agrees with me. But I'll ask him the next time I see him.”

Lysa covered her mouth with one hand, stifling a chuckle as she imagined Yudarh's face if he heard a question like that. She hoped that the demigoddess Andoletta would not be bothered by such a commotion near her altar.

Puffing his cheeks, Ayalal gave a more vigorous bite of bread.

“I'll ask, yes. And it’s not funny!” He protested, with a blush tinting the pale skin of his face. “For me you are the most beautiful person in the world.”

“Oh, Ay, I'm sorry,” she murmured, putting a hand to her face and wiping away a tear that had formed in one corner of her eyes. “It's just... you're adorable.”

“No, I’m not,” he said, turning away, embarrassed.

Lysa laughed more quietly and wrapped her arms around Ay, pulling him into her lap.

“If I ever leave this place, I'll take you with me,” she said, pressing him to her chest. “How would I live without my Ay to protect me from evil monsters?”

The child looked at her suspiciously, and still with puffed cheeks, reminding her of a squirrel storing food.

“Master Yu has not taught me anything to protect you, yet,” he said, after swallowing the bread he had actually stored in his cheeks. “I still do not know magic...”

“One day you'll know,” she said, running a hand through his black hair and pulling a lock behind his ear. “And you will be a powerful and gentle wizard, who will protect us from evil things. What do you think?”

With some shyness, Ay stretched the bread so that Lysa also gave a bite, that she accepted.

“I will be that,” said the little boy, though not very confident. “A wizard.”

They talked for a few more minutes until it was time for Ayalal to go to bed. Lysa took him to his bedroom and, on bidding farewell, she offered him a good-night kiss on his forehead. She waited for him to get inside and closed the door before she left.

Most of the children were asleep, lying down after dinner. If he did not have the ability to see in the dark, Ay would have had difficulty reaching his cot. He walked carefully, trying not to make any noise, and, upon arriving at the destination, squatted down, bringing a hand to the pillow, intending to take his sleeping clothes off under it. However, as he touched the cloth, an icy dampness touched his fingers. The pillow was soaked. He touched the clothes, the blanket, the sheet... it was all wet.

The bit of joy that Lysa had planted within him a few minutes ago evaporated. He stood still, staring at the cot without really seeing it, thinking of his friend Lysa and how disillusioned she would be if he was bad for whowever did that. He took a deep breath and took all the clothes off the bed, dragging them out of the room, to the fire that was still burning in the kitchen. He stretched them on the floor, waiting for the heat to dry everything and he lay there, hunched over, waiting for fatigue to lull him to sleep.